Tuesday, February 3, 2009

*because this place is the safest to share*

Wow, I never seem to blog anymore... and I often burn through my reader, and then do not post any comments...so guess that makes me a shitty bloggy friend.
So people keep asking me where I have been, and I really appreciate all the emails I have received! Thank you so much to you all!

ok fill you to what has been going on.

1. I am back in school (full time) and its kicking my ass
did i mention that I also work 40plus a week??

2. Max and I are trying to get pregnant again, and its a lot more emotional then I thought!
Everyone says it will happen when we stop trying, but I can not seem to stop "trying"

3. My nightmares about my fathers death have returned.... I have not had one since I realized I was in love with Max, but suddenly they are back... and they really suck!

4. Our finances are doing better, we are paying off my mom this year... and then next year (with a goal of 3years) we will get everything paid off.

5. OK there is lots more going on, but I am ready to head to bed, so g'nite bloggy friends.


The Pink Chick said...

It's great to hear from you! I hope school is going well! Sorry the nightmares have returned! Hopefully they will go away soon! Good luck with trying for a baby! I will keep you in my prayers!

Soxy Deb said...

Don't feel too bad for not being able to keep up. Cause then I'll feel bad for the same reason, and lets face it - with both of us in school and working, we don't have time to feel bad for not blogging.

Hope things move in the right direction for you with the TTC. And that the nightmares ease up on you. That truly sucks.

Lil' Woman said...

Welcome back...good luck with the baby making and getting rid of your nightmares

foodbankbarbie said...

This is my first time even on since.. Dec.? Early Jan.? So I'm actually happy to know that there are those who have been busy too. WTH w/ the nightmares? Maybe you were so busy being in love your head was full of it and now that things have calmed down a bit.. as for the baby.. I don't know if it's the 'stopping trying' that will do it, or just that one lucky sperm.. wouldn't you think that if you keep trying you have a better shot? Or if you wait awhile, then his sperm will get stronger? :/

jennifer said...

I wrote a long comment and then backspaced over the whole thing. It hit me that everything that I was saying was not as good as this...

I'll pray for you.

peachykath said...

Good for you for setting goals and sticking to them. That is one of the things I want to do this year. I should really post all my resolutions that way I now have people to hold me accountable for them.

thepreppyprincess said...

It is so good to see you posting, but for heaven's sake, do not worry about 'keeping up with it,' you are the most important person in the world that you need to take care of.
I'm sorry things have been a struggle lately. (But your name for it, "the funk," is very descriptive.) If it is any consolation, there's a reason they call January "the cruelest month," and I have always believed it bleeds over into February in a big way.

Sending you a cyberhug,

kalea_kane said...

You have a lot going on! School full time, work full time, gtrying to get pregnant! Girl! Don't you dare feel bad about taking some bloggy time off.

I am so sorry about the nightmares. I hope they cease soon.

The Boob Nazi said...

UGH. School. School is my life!